(Leather Vest- Forever21 USA)

When was the last time you talked to yourself?
To reflect on what you want in life or what being happy means to you. 
Happiness should be easy, effortless, 
now let's see.

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blue monday?

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(Blue duo-tone blazer- Forever21, Body-con dress- H&M, Leather tote- Coach, Vintage Brogues- Online)

Found this forgotten body-con dress sitting awkwardly in one corner of my wardrobe and decided there and then that it will bring me luck for my portfolio review that day. Paired it with a blue blazer and my Coach tote that saw light for the first time (finally). Wore some old brogues that I thrifted online, a simple and easy getup that I came up with in 10 minutes because I woke up late. 

Turned out that the 'lucky' dress worked! I was surprised at how well the portfolio review went. I'm glad that I am no longer that 'too chill for school' Ellie, grateful that my lecturers are actually seeing a change in me. It meant more than I thought it would, for a good 5 seconds back there I thought I wanted to cry. But happy tears of course because I was happy that I've changed.
Changed for the better, and I will continue to be better and work harder. And maybe then, I can be more sure of myself and be more confident that my future is actually not too dark. Maybe not dark at all.
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